careless and thoughtless

life's getting complicated this week....... :(
a lot of complaint come in to my head....
i just broke my notebook.., and the most suck thing is,,, I dont know how to fix it,,,,
how terrible....!!!!

eventhough i have watched "mario teguh" last night,,, and he suggest everyone to graceful about everything that I have,
I kept complaint.../
how can I become so careless and thoughtless....???
i'm the most irresponsible person in the whole universe...


you know why I keep blame my self..???
cause there is no one to blamed....!!!
its totally my own false....

poor me...!!!!!!! :((

really need some advice now...!!!!!